Precious Tyler
Our Beautiful baby boy Tyler James fought so hard for 11 hours to stay
here with his mommy and daddy, but God had other plans for him and he
went home to heaven. Me and my husband wanted a baby more than
anything in this world, it took us 11 years and we finally got pregnant
with this Beautiful baby boy. We were so happy and so excited we were
pregnant, my husband was so silly, he was running up and down our
street telling all the neighbors, i laughed and laughed at him, he couldnt
wait to finally be a daddy. I had a good pregnancy all the way throught
but when i was 35weeks, i got a real bad headache and i had a mild
touch of pre-eclmasia and that headache wouldnt go away, so they then
decided to go ahead and enduce me that night and that was on
November 19,2006, i was so scared but excited at the same time, the
only thing i was so scared about was his little lungs, i was hoping and
praying his lungs would be ok. I was in labor for about 8 and a half hours
and finally on Monday November 20, 2006, i had a beautiful baby boy,
he came out screaming and it was so beautiful to hear that, he was so
perfect in every which way. As the day went on, Tyler was getting worse,
they didnt know what was wrong with hm, they kept coming in my room
telling me they was going to air lift him off to another hospital in another
state, i didnt like that idea but what could i do? i just wanted my baby
boy to get all better. Well when the paramedics got there to take Tyler to the
other hospital they looked at him and said this baby is in no shape to be
traveling, Well after that at 6:18 that evening, my baby boy finally took
his last breath. When the dr entered my room i just knew something
wasnt right, i looked at him before he even said anything and i said, Can
you save my little boy? He just looked down and said I'm sorry i have did
all i can do. My world ended there, i was in shock, no this cant be
happening to us, not me it dont happen to us. I screamed so loud please
save my baby please save my baby. I couldnt believe this was
happening to me and my husband, after we waited so long to have a
baby and we lose him. It all happened so fast, i feel like i am living a
nightmare right now. I want my baby back so bad i cant stand it.
He was so beautiful so sweet looking,
i wanted the chance to finally be a mother. They brought him back to me
after he had passed on and i held him for so long and just looked at him
over and over and over and i couldnt believe i was holding my baby that
wasnt alive. I wanted him more than anything in this world. My life is so
empty and lonely right now, i know people tells me things will get easier
as time goes by, but sometimes i wonder about that. How could this get
any easier? I just dont see how. I am thankful to God everyday though
that i did get to hear my little boy cry, i may have not ever got to see his
little eyes open or even held him when he was alive but i did get to hear
that sweet sweet cry and that is something i will never ever forget.
We later found out that Tyler had died from that deadly virus Group B
Strep, it was shutting his little organs down one by one that day and
nobody knows how or why he had it. Please everyone that reads
this please say a prayer for me and my husband, Ask God to help us
through this and show us how to ease our pain, God Bless you all, and
Tyler we love you baby boy, always and forever, you will always be our
little Angel dressed in baby blue. Love always, James and Lisa (Daddy and
Mommy)  
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